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Saturday, July 13, 2013

My Struggle, God's promise



I know many of you just opened this blog, looked at the length, and are contemplating clicking on the back arrow.  I understand.   It’s long.   As much as I desire for you to stay a few moments and read, I have to confess that I didn’t write this blog for you.  I wrote it for me.   You see, I’m struggling and writing helps me work out my thoughts.  

Raising financial support to be a missionary has been the most difficult thing I’ve done.   Difficult for many reasons:  relationships can be strained when money is mentioned, discouragement is powerful when churches decline to have us speak, and fear, doubt, and the desire to quit are constantly nagging the edges of my thoughts.   But I’ve learned and I’ve grown and I know God, His word, and His promises better than I did when we began this process sixteen months ago.   Join me if you can as I wrestle my thoughts onto the screen.

I’ve spent most of my life avoiding struggle and trials.  I’ve prayed for God to give me what I want, I’ve prayed for Him to make my life easier, and I’ve prayed for him to change my circumstances, all with the desire to avoid suffering and struggle.  I fervently sought a life of ease and comfort because I believed struggle was bad and after all who wants to suffer?  Certainly not me.   But God doesn’t define struggles as bad.  He has a different perspective.

“Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds,
because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.”  (Jms. 1:2-3).

Trials bring something into our life.  They develop perseverance.  That word perseverance means, “endurance, constancy.” (1)  Both of these words imply a long haul, an “ability to last” (2), a marathon.  We don’t often look at a sprinter and talk about his endurance.  We talk about his power, his speed, and his form, but rarely, if ever, is his endurance mentioned.   To be a good sprinter, he doesn’t need the ability to run for hours, he needs to be fast for a short time. 

On the contrary, a marathon runner does need the ability to run mile after mile and that is why we use the word endurance when we mention a marathon runner.  His endurance is the very thing that makes it possible for him to run the long distance.   Without endurance or the ability to last he couldn’t finish the race.  Without constancy he couldn’t finish the race.  Think about running a marathon, choosing a pace and placing one foot in front of the other mile after mile after mile.  No fancy footwork in a marathon, just constancy.   Just one step after another.

The verses in James tell us that through trials we grow in perseverance.  We grow stronger emotionally and spiritually, and are better equipped to “…run with perseverance the race marked out for us” (Heb. 12:2).  We need perseverance (endurance/constancy) to do what God wants us doing in this life because we aren’t sprinting, we are running a marathon.   He says that we acquire this needed perseverance through trial. 

Let me say it differently.  Without perseverance we cannot run the race He wants us running.   We cannot do God’s will.  Without perseverance we will not be able to take step after step in the direction God wants us going.  The Bible tells us that without trials we won’t have that perseverance.  Without struggle we will not have what it takes to last.  When we look at struggle from this perspective, we might even consider trials a good thing.   Who doesn’t want to last?  Considering trials a good thing is exactly what God says to do.

“Consider it pure joy.”  Note that this is a command, not an option or a recommendation.  It is something we must do, yet it seems impossible.  Who can look at struggle and consider it joy?  The person who looks at life from God’s perspective can.  The person who clings to the promise in the passage can. 

“Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds,
because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.  Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.”  (Jms. 1:2-4).

The promise that enables a person to consider struggle with joy is maturity, completion, lacking nothing.   The first two words mean “completion in every part”(1)  Lacking nothing means exactly that.   We will lack nothing once perseverance has finished its work in our heart.(3)  Our character will lack nothing needed to do God’s work.  I know that this may sound like a silly hope to some, but to me it is precious. 

My deepest desire is to serve God, bring Him glory, and declare His glory to others.  So for me lacking nothing means I will be able to satisfy my deepest desire.  Once trials have produced perseverance and perseverance has completed its work, I will have everything I need to do God’s will. 

God’s perspective is not set on the temporary struggles or trials we face.  His perspective takes into account all of eternity.  He doesn’t just see our suffering and fix it because He sees what we will be once suffering has produced perseverance in our life.  He can already see us as mature, complete, and lacking nothing.

What an amazing hope God offers as we face trial.   I don’t know about you, but I’m going to do my best to consider it joy as I face the remaining time of support raising.  After all, I wouldn’t want to arrive in Paraguay lacking.  I want to arrive complete and with the ability to run the race set before me with perseverance.  I’m training for a marathon, not a sprint.   I need the ability to last and constancy to take step after step.   

1.  James Strong, James Exhaustive Concordance of the Bible.

2.  Webster’s School and Office Dictionary.

3.  Nowhere in this part of James is money, fame, or riches mentioned.  All the words are used in reference to our character.  That means that “lacking nothing” does not refer to material possessions.  It refers to our character.  

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